amazing...simply amazing. ive been in the habit recently of reviewing my life...what it means...what its worth...who ill turn into. it seems fake...i know its not...but this all seems like im reading the book of someone elses life...i think alot about the time right before i die...will i feel like i lived all i could? or will i regret that i havent lived enough. this post may seem completely out of character with the way i am when you talk to me...but im always philisophical you just have to catch me at the right time.

dont get me wrong i love my life...i feel like im the luckiest person in the world most of the time. i just wonder what its going to be like when im older...and honestly i dont want it to come. most kids my age just want to grow up...but id actually like to stay this age for a long time. why? life is fun...theres no responsibilities (if you compare it to adult life) and theres no stress.the only way id be ok with growing up is if i live on the beach in hawaii. its funny that thats the only way i can see myself growing up. oh well...i have a feeling this post makes no sense.

have a nice easter everyone

life is good...i always forget to update this thing. so im having trouble deciding what to do with my life...i mean i love music but i cant figure out if i want to do it for the rest of my life. so next semester im going undecided in my major but im minoring in music just so i dont get behind if i feel like its what i want to do. trust me if you miss a year of theory or something you get screwed hard. anyways so i feel alot better about that situation.

regional is on SATURDAY...be there.

yesterday was a really good day. its good to get out and perform. it was also cool going out int eh lot and checking groups out...people know us...its crazy. we walked up in the lot to check out this one group....they were playing some accent grids or whatever but they werent bad at all. anyways their instructor just looked at us and was like "you guys are clear brook right? howdy (while he saluted us) its a big change from...clear brook? whos that? but we had a good show...actually really good for a first perfomance. next week the show is in roundrock...that'll probably be a more satisfying show considering the horrible things that happend last year (if you were in the line you should remember...it was pretty horrible)

my phone broke...just straight up stopped working....its supposed to be a good phone...good thing i have a replacement phone for now and phone insurance for the other one. oh yeah i dont have anyones number anymore so if you care about me youll give me yours like...right now.

ok heres the best quote ive heard in a couple years...it might not make sense unless youre kinda in an organization that does things differently

"Get used to being hated guys, and learn to love it."

EDIT: Everyone chill out on Lauren im sure she didnt mean anything by what she said...so its all good...i appreciate the concern but its no biggie alright?

man i definitely had a pretty good time last night. i went to eat with corals family to that king food place on nasa road 1....that food was freakin good...i was so full...im still burping it up and tasting it, good stuff

alright so whats the deal with people being gay?? you cant lay on a blanket in the middle of a park without people shootin bb guns at you...totally weak...but maybe something will mysteriously happen to their house next weekend

"youre probably the best thing thats ever happened to me"...nobodys ever said that to me until last night. completely amazing...best feeling ive ever had i think...like when your heart drops into your stomach...it was like that. it does make you realize how rediculously crappy all your other relationships have been until now, but its actually kinda funny too.

its super bowl sunday baby...im out

stay positive and love your life